Personal Blog

Okay so my second blog of the day is a little more light hearted. THERE'S A MASSIVE STORM! There's fucking beautiful forked lightning and big rolls of thunder with a shit ton of rain and I fucking love it! And I bet it's charging my crystals nicely too :) This is a rather short blog but hey if you live in the south east of England and you love storms you know what I'm feeling right now. Peace out

Okay so lately I've been increasingly annoyed by some of my so-called "friends" and I need to rant a little bit. Also before you read this and think I'm a hypocrite, if I have a problem with someone I respect I will tell them, but if I don't respect them then telling them isn't gonna do any good so why waste my fucking time. And cue rant starting... I'm so fed up of some people constantly moaning about their "problems" but then bragging about something they've got out of exploiting those problems or whatever. It just pisses me off if you have a problem try and solve it don't just sit around and wait for shit to be handed to you. (Not a shot at people on benefits who really need it, I'm on benefits and I have friends and family that are too but the reality is some people still find a way to abuse the system, partly because that system is fucked but that's a whole different issue for another day). Another thing that's got me...

Okay so before I start this post...I believe in ghosts, get over it. So...I've been home alone a lot over the years, and because of my anxiety I obviously don't enjoy it so I'm hyper aware whenever I'm home alone. Because of this I know the usual creaks my house makes and I've even got to know the noises that the ghosts in my house make. HOWEVER...I've been home alone for 3 of the past 4 nights now, (my best friend came round Saturday night so that's was all good) but last night and the night before and still right now as I'm writing this post, I've been hearing noises coming from my mum and stepdad's room. Now bear in mind they have a lock on the outside of their door because my dog likes to barge her way in and lay on their bed so if they're both out they lock it behind them. I went up there with a knife earlier because I was panicking so much because I thought there was an intruder! But nope, window it still closed tight, nothing out...

Hey guys, So this is my new blog...the blogging website I had my old blog on got shut down or something I don't know so I'm starting again... I wanted to start a blog for several reasons. I wanted somewhere to talk about my problems where I can think how to phrase something rather than blurting it out wrong like I sometimes do on YouTube, I wanted somewhere else to share my reviews of products because I love doing product reviews, and I just like networking and talking to new people but because of my severe anxiety I can't really go out into the real world and do it so I prefer to connect with people online. So I guess the first blog should be the traditional "get to know me" post. Well I'm a pagan for starters, might as well get that out of the way. I have physical and mental health conditions...BPD, hyper mobility syndrome, hypersensitivities of various kinds, vitamin deficiencies... well Vitamin D at least the others still need to be tested. So now ...