Hey guys,
So this is my new blog...the blogging website I had my old blog on got shut down or something I don't know so I'm starting again...
I wanted to start a blog for several reasons. I wanted somewhere to talk about my problems where I can think how to phrase something rather than blurting it out wrong like I sometimes do on YouTube, I wanted somewhere else to share my reviews of products because I love doing product reviews, and I just like networking and talking to new people but because of my severe anxiety I can't really go out into the real world and do it so I prefer to connect with people online.
So I guess the first blog should be the traditional "get to know me" post. Well I'm a pagan for starters, might as well get that out of the way. I have physical and mental health conditions...BPD, hyper mobility syndrome, hypersensitivities of various kinds, vitamin deficiencies... well Vitamin D at least the others still need to be tested.
So now we've got that bit out of the way I guess I should move onto what I like and the better things about my life...
For starters I live with my mum, step dad and my gorgeous dog Bailey who is a Staffordshire Bull Terrier and is the soppiest fur baby ever. I have an amazing boyfriend Tom who I love very much, we've been together almost 2 years now. I have an older brother who refuses to talk to me or my mum so we're not allowed to be part of his or his son's life any more for absolutely no reason other than he's kinda delusional and likes to create accusations where there are none then blames other people for causing drama (and he's supposed to be the sane one in the family...middle child syndrome maybe? XD)...BUT I also have an amazing big sister who has 5 amazing kids and I love them so much :). So that's the close family...I starting emailing my real dad a few months back after not speaking for about 6 years and it's going slowly because I'm not ready for too much contact but it's going well...people just keep dying lately and I wanted to make sure he was still alive and also let him know that I'm still alive...I mean he was a child beating twat growing up but he's still my dad, at the end of the day I've lost so much I feel like I need to hold on to what I can these days and focus on getting my priorities right.
As for friends I have 2 best friends Maria and Rose, the latter is actually coming round in about an hour so I hope writing this doesn't take that long because I'm also trying to finish a game oops lol.
Okay hobbies...
Gaming, dancing (although mobility issues make it difficult these days but I dance around the house carefully sometimes lol), singing, crafting, drawing, colouring and general other arty farty crafty stuff XD. I like reading too, I don't read as much as I used to but when I do it's usually Harlen Coben, I absolutely LOVE his books.
I also enjoy a drink or two every so often and I smoke...every time I go to the doctor they're like "it would really be good if you quit smoking"...I have the same 3 points every time...
1. I have so many things wrong with me that I really don't think smoking is gonna make that much difference to my health
2. I only smoke about 10 a day it's not like I smoke 40+ like some people so chill
and 3. smoking helps with my stress and anger so if I didn't smoke, myself other people would be in more danger.
They usually shut up when I remind them of those things, especially the last one. It sounds dramatic but it's true, it really does calm me down, and it's not like I'm doing class A drugs every day it's just tobacco for goodness sake XD
Anyway I should probably go and finish playing my game before Rose gets here but yea this was my introductory blog, thank for reading and if you got all the way to the end comment "DDDK" and you get bonus points if you know what that stands for XD, also comment any questions you want me to answer in any future blogs too!
Talk to you in my next blog.
Bye :)
So this is my new blog...the blogging website I had my old blog on got shut down or something I don't know so I'm starting again...
I wanted to start a blog for several reasons. I wanted somewhere to talk about my problems where I can think how to phrase something rather than blurting it out wrong like I sometimes do on YouTube, I wanted somewhere else to share my reviews of products because I love doing product reviews, and I just like networking and talking to new people but because of my severe anxiety I can't really go out into the real world and do it so I prefer to connect with people online.
So I guess the first blog should be the traditional "get to know me" post. Well I'm a pagan for starters, might as well get that out of the way. I have physical and mental health conditions...BPD, hyper mobility syndrome, hypersensitivities of various kinds, vitamin deficiencies... well Vitamin D at least the others still need to be tested.
So now we've got that bit out of the way I guess I should move onto what I like and the better things about my life...
For starters I live with my mum, step dad and my gorgeous dog Bailey who is a Staffordshire Bull Terrier and is the soppiest fur baby ever. I have an amazing boyfriend Tom who I love very much, we've been together almost 2 years now. I have an older brother who refuses to talk to me or my mum so we're not allowed to be part of his or his son's life any more for absolutely no reason other than he's kinda delusional and likes to create accusations where there are none then blames other people for causing drama (and he's supposed to be the sane one in the family...middle child syndrome maybe? XD)...BUT I also have an amazing big sister who has 5 amazing kids and I love them so much :). So that's the close family...I starting emailing my real dad a few months back after not speaking for about 6 years and it's going slowly because I'm not ready for too much contact but it's going well...people just keep dying lately and I wanted to make sure he was still alive and also let him know that I'm still alive...I mean he was a child beating twat growing up but he's still my dad, at the end of the day I've lost so much I feel like I need to hold on to what I can these days and focus on getting my priorities right.
As for friends I have 2 best friends Maria and Rose, the latter is actually coming round in about an hour so I hope writing this doesn't take that long because I'm also trying to finish a game oops lol.
Okay hobbies...
Gaming, dancing (although mobility issues make it difficult these days but I dance around the house carefully sometimes lol), singing, crafting, drawing, colouring and general other arty farty crafty stuff XD. I like reading too, I don't read as much as I used to but when I do it's usually Harlen Coben, I absolutely LOVE his books.
I also enjoy a drink or two every so often and I smoke...every time I go to the doctor they're like "it would really be good if you quit smoking"...I have the same 3 points every time...
1. I have so many things wrong with me that I really don't think smoking is gonna make that much difference to my health
2. I only smoke about 10 a day it's not like I smoke 40+ like some people so chill
and 3. smoking helps with my stress and anger so if I didn't smoke, myself other people would be in more danger.
They usually shut up when I remind them of those things, especially the last one. It sounds dramatic but it's true, it really does calm me down, and it's not like I'm doing class A drugs every day it's just tobacco for goodness sake XD
Anyway I should probably go and finish playing my game before Rose gets here but yea this was my introductory blog, thank for reading and if you got all the way to the end comment "DDDK" and you get bonus points if you know what that stands for XD, also comment any questions you want me to answer in any future blogs too!
Talk to you in my next blog.
Bye :)
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